In honor of our beautiful forever seventeen-year-old daughter who, in her own personal journals, left Seeds of Hope through vivid artwork, scriptures, and writings. I pray every page reminds you there is always hope for a new day and a new season in Jesus!
I pray the Father’s voice becomes louder than any other voice in your ear as you pen your heart to paper.
There is Hope Even If Your Brain Tells You There Isn't
$15.00
Written for Youth
On January 29, 2020, Jesus received our daughter, Hope, home after her earthy battle with suicide. After many months of shock and grief wore off, we had the courage to go through her journals. What we found was hope, God's hope penned by Hope herself. If Hope could come back now, knowing all truth, what would she say to you?
“There is hope, even if your brain tells you there isn’t.” Hope to live beyond a moment, a situation, a day, a year. Hope to not make her story, your story. Within the pages of this small little book is God’s breath of life to you. His words of hope, Identity, and purpose. If you are struggling with heaviness, depression, low self-esteem, sadness, loneliness, purpose to live, the words of the Father, penned by our sweet Hope, will bring life and truth to your mind and spirit.
The Cup of Suffering Devotional and Journal-Inviting Jesus Into Your Place of Tragic Loss, Grief, and Suffering
$30.00
Hardback Book devotional plus Journaling pages:
Time stood still as life and Hope was sucked out of my world. January 29th, 2020. The cup of suffering the Father had permitted for me was too much for me to drink, until I had the courage to look up and see the Light piercing into my darkness. Jesus was there all along awaiting an invitation to suffer and drink of the cup with me. When my eyes locked with His, His view of the kingdom pierced my darkness with love, hope, and strength, tell my suffering transformed to resurrection. As I poured out my soul, my tears collecting in the cup of suffering before me, Jesus wept with me until His tears mixed with mine and my heart became His heart. He transformed my wrestling heart to an abandoned heart, and I learned to see everything through eternities eyes.
This thirty-one devotional is an invitation to have the courage to look up and see the Light of Jesus in your own dark place of suffering. Whatever your cup of suffering is, Jesus desires to drink of it with you. May my personal stories of suffering with Christ lead you on a journey to do the same. Every drink from the cup of suffering with Christ will transform your heart and soul and resurrect your life and hope.
At the Cliffs of Abandonment-Finding Hope After Tragic Loss and Suffering, TBN, Trilogy Publishing Released
$15.00
After the suicide death of our daughter, Hope, my heart became a battlefield between finding answers that can put all the pieces back together again, and peace and courage that enabled me to forgive myself, and even God. I wrestled with moving forward; being okay with leaving the shattered pieces right where they are and embracing the new life canvas my heavenly Father had placed before me. This is my journey at the cliffs of abandonment. A place of death, loss, hopelessness, and fear. A place of wrestling with who the Father truly is and who I am in Him. A place of courage to embrace the cup the Father has permitted for me. But nonetheless, a place of transformation, where the Father’s love and ways invites me beyond the veil of suffering and into the holy place of abandonment. Each jagged cliff beckons me to come closer to the edge, finding a deep place of trust I had not yet known in the Father, until the place I stood became an altar of worship. Through abandonment, suffering become a roadway to resurrection and hope.
